Surrender to God
Sunday, June 11, 2006
"I don't wanna go to school tomorrow!!" LOL I've been IM-ed that phrase by seven friends in ONE single day. Gahh.. tomorrow's the start of school AGAiN. *sigh* I need more holidays, i really do. :(
The sermon this morning was AWESOME. Pr. Richard and family. I just can't put it into words. So great, you can feel God's LOVE and the intimacy. Let me tell you, it's a wonderful feeling. God wants to say He's proud of you. Don't compare yourself to others, just because you think they're better than you. But God wants to say that He is proud to call you His son/daughter. He is not even a little embarassed to say it. God wants you to come home to Him. He wants to let us feel that warmth of His embrace.
Sometimes, we ask God "Do I even deserve your love? I don't deserve it. I've done SO many wrong things in life". But God says it's not about the past. God has PLANS for you. And remember that He always take away the good. But He gives us the BETTER. He doesn't want us to settle with the good ONLY. That's because He loves us.
Somewhere in Exodus, Moses thinks that he's not worthy of God. But God sends him on a task. God GAVE him that task. And said "you can do it". Moses felt like he didn't deserve ANYTHING. Like he's not well equipped. But God proves him wrong. Well, with God, everything is possible. Well, what i'm trying to say is that God wants to see the best of us, because He has planned the best FOR us.
I noticed that today's sermon moved ppl. And ppl just surrender everything to God. It was awesome, really.
Okay, enough of the sermon. Uhmm.. Then we went to Subaidah Mamak Stall. LOL :P And we went home. At least i've been hanging out with my favourite ppl in the world this holiday. :) *teehee* Six late nights. Not a bad record. :) ROFLMAO. Night, you wonderful person who is reading the oh-so-glorious blog of mine.
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7:45 PM
"High and Drunk" during Supper
Heyy. Came back from SNL at 12AM. It was fun today. Performed the dance. And everything. The band was AWESOME! Go The Veritas!!! YAY. =\ Right. A bit high + hyper now. =P
Hyper-ness is contagious. And i got it courtesy of Nicky Yeoh. Hmph. After SNL, we went for supper in.. uhh somewhere. LOL The WHOLE table were like.. drunk. [No alcohol] LOL! =P Saw WeiErn there. =)
My munchkiin is feeling down. Isn't replying my IMs, but it's okay. I reckon it's better to leave her alone and let her spend some time alone for the moment. Oooh. I know through experience. It really is disturbing when you're feeling *toot*ing down and someone just bugs you like non stop. Although they are genuine in helping you. =)
Talking to Desmond now. About.. Hmmm.. What ARE we talking about. =\ Mostly about jobs. Right. Now we're talking about Carol. Wants to.. uhhh.. major in biology. Right. Well I wanted to major in biology, bio technology to be exact. But then again, i wanted to major in fashion, photography, be a pilot, be an ice-cream seller [hey, that was when i was 5 :P], film director, chef, etc. Yeah, you get the drill. *sighh* Can't seem to make up my mind. Until now. =P
It's 1:40AM. I better get some sleep. Godwin's fetching me tomorrow in the morning. I'm going to bed. Moreover, Desmond is practically shoo-ing me off the comp. So badly, i actually am standing up right now. Really. Not. Just kidding. He doesn't have that much great of an effect. LOL =P G'night. <3
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1:28 AM
"Ouch! Darn it!"
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Oh hey. Just finished showering. Yesterday was the best combined CG outing ever! :P LOL Went for waterfall hiking. THiRTY of us! And the last time we went, it was only like say, 15. Haha.
Well, luckily i didn't see any leeches. Ew. Anyway, we took 4 hours until we reached the end of the route! I had a cut at my sole. Doesn't hurt much though. Nearly killed Nic several times. :P ROFLMAO. The worst part about the hike was that i got all wet from head to toe as there was a part where we needed to swim over the rocks. The current was very strong, mind you. LOL. And also, there's a part where you step on mud. Well, at least i THOUGHT i was mud =\ Ew. Couldn't see as the water is like up to my thighs. Oh well. That was fun.
And the good part was that nobody got attacked by fire ants. Breanna was attacked the last time. And JinCheng wasn't much of a help in that. LOL! :P
Had lunch at Khaleel. Nic finally pleased his tummy by eating ice cream banana pancake. LOL.
I'm kinda tired now. Not me, actually. My eyes. :P Desmond's coming at 2PM+. Gotta rest and serenade my eyes. LOL!
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10:35 AM
Night Of Total Nothing-ness
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
I'm bored. Hmm.. What a surprise. NOT. Okay, what is with the sarcasm. Sorry, i'm just being cranky today =\ Holidays are such a drag. There's NOTHiNG to do! And i miss MeiYen. =(
And all my friends in class esp ShinHooi. <3>
Hey, and if you're Ian, leave me a comment. =P India-Quebec-One-Three-Five. AHAHAHAH. Well only he would know what it means. Hmmm maybe? =P smart ass. hmphh
*dumdididum* *taps fingers* *rolls eyes* *clucking of tongue* *taps feet* *twirling hair*
GAHH! Can't take this no more! Going nuts. =\
Oh well, at least i'm going for the dance thingo tomorrow. 9AM! LOL. How am i gonna wake up that early, Desmond? *ROFLMAO* This week is Youth Emphasis Week!! LET THE YOUTHS RULE THE WORLD!! *insert Twilight Zone soundtrack* *evil laughter + evil cackle*
See? Living proof that boredom leads to insanity on the long run. And also, not in a good mood because my Friendster survey is not up yet. That means that I lost it. =\ Rightt... That was practically the best survey ever. NOT. Get over it, KaiWen. Shut up and put a sock in it.
Yes ma'am.
WTF?! SHUT UP! Stop talking to yourself. It's freaky. GAHH. You drive me nuts.
=I better get outta here before i go all paranoid. AGAiN.
Cya. Leave a comment. Or IM me that you have viewed this. It'd be embarassing for me to know that someone got away with looking at my blog. *continues to embarass herself* Love you. Till next time. <3
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9:29 PM
Morning of Total Nothing-ness
Whoaa it's a long time since i blogged actually. Oh well. This would be the start of something new then. Do I actually have anything to say here?
Okay, i just woke up. Haha. Excuse me, just feeling a lil tad too perky today. LOL. Well, that IS a good thing y'know. You want KaiWen in a good mood, trust me. ROFLMAO.
Anyways, I'm just chatting with like.. 3 ppl on MSN Messenger. Uhhmm although i have like.. 50 ppl online currently. MELANiE FOO [my evil lil munchkiin], JEWEL and DESMOND LOL
My Munchkiin is having "issues". =( Which i can't do anything about. I feel useless. I really do. But that's in my nature, y'know. Being useless, that is. Actually Mel should have her own blog. To y'know, put all those thoughts into.. paper? well that's what ppl frequently say, but.. now, Put all those thoughts into the Web and tiny tiny megapixels on your monitor. *raises eyebrows* WTF am i yakking about?! Oh yeah, Mel. She SHOULD have a blog. I mean, seriously. Now she's practically keeping all those psychotic thoughts in her, she's probably going NUTS. Moreover, HER blog would be POPULAR HOT SHYT. *ROFLMAO*
Just for the record, I'm not Mel's publicist or President of MELANIEFOO Advertising Department. Okay, now that i got it straight. I just realized that i haven't done anything this morning except type out all these rants and ramblings.
Well. Other than drinking chocolate milk, washing my cup AFTER i drank chocolate milk, walked to the computer, and warm my butt off. Yeah. That should do it. I'll probably come back later to write about what 'interesting' events that has happened today. I wouldn't count on it if i were you. Just a thought. *chuckles* Toodles!
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12:42 PM
