Contradiction.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Hey bloggie.
I hate him. I hate him for the fact that he always seem to be right. I hate him for the way I act all STUPID in front of him. I hate him for flirting with other girls and -although he doesn't know it-, making me jealous, indirectly. I hate him for teasing me with other guys; albeit it's him that i'm crushing on. I hate him for being so perfect. I hate it when I'm so annoyed and busy, yet when I hear the messenger tone and his name pops up, everything else doesn't matter anymore. And lastly, I hate him for the fact that I don't hate him at all. :'(
This is despicable! Gahhh. I must be an idiot. Well what can I say?
I am.
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Intensity&HiddenMeanings.
Friday, November 10, 2006
Ahhh, just a few quotes which I find amusing and also describes how I feel. ;)
My knight in shining armor turned out to be a loser in aluminum foil.
-Hah. This is my personal favourite. ;) *hiddenmeanings* winkkk.
I wanna be the girl that you see&& stop dead in the middle of a conversation just to look at.
-Yes, you stupid moronic dense guy with an IQ of 180 but still can't take hints.
So basically, i have the kind of friends; where if my house was on fire, they'd be standing there roasting marshmallows && hitting on the firemen.
-Dedicated to Melziie Hunniie Bunniieeee! I love you, Melanie Foo!
Never underestimate the pain of someone because the truth is, everyone is struggling... it's just some people hide it better than others.
-So true. I think this one goes out to Wil. ;) It's good that you can take it, just don't take it all on yourself. ;)
She types "Yeah i`ll be okay" as the tears silently fall down her face.
- =X
It`s 2 AM and
She`s lying on her bed
Staring at the ceiling
All these thoughts in her head
Just so confused
Doesn`t know what to do
In need of someone to talk to
But doesn`t know who
So she just lies there
Her eyes fixed on the ceiling
With her headphones blaring
But nothing, she`s hearing.
-Too familiar? Tsk. All of this is true; except the -doesn't know who to talk to- part. This is dedicated to Aaron. Thnks, dude.
Sometimes;
you gotta run away. so you can see who will run after you
Sometimes;
you gotta talk quieter. just to see who's listening
Sometimes;
you gotta step in a fight just to see who's standing by your side
Sometimes;
you gotta make a wrong decision only to see who's there to help you fix it
& Sometimes;
you gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you.
-Too true. I think i'm gonna make a wrong decision/ false move RIGHT now ;)
the problem with guys: they make you believe they love you when they don't.
the problem with girls: they make you believe they don't love you when they do.
-Hah. That
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