Sweet Tooth
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Big apologies for the lagging page when scrolling and everything. It's such a drag to keep updating the html, especially when I'm not exactly free or knowledgeable with the html codes.
Anyway I've got the pictures uploaded onto the computer already, finally. But I don't think I'm gonna post it up now. Haha don't get pissed. I'm just really tired and stuff. I skipped AddMaths tuition for like 3 weeks already, and she's not gonna be happy with me. Mmhmm.
I went for the dentist check up in school today. I got a cavity. No surprise there. I eat so much sweets and chocolates, it's not even funny, really. And the school Co-op isn't exactly helping either, by selling their chocolates for such a cheap price. I told ShuMei I need to stop eating so much chocs and she was like "Don't eat the ones from the Co-op! I'll bring you the ones my Dad got from Russia for you tomorrow, okay? They're the BEST". Yeah, thanks, Mei. You're a great help. Geez, that loser best friend of mine. Which I absolutely love to pieces :P
Anyway, I got my Physics results today. 2 more marks to an A, but whattheheck, I didn't get 2 more marks. Haha. So yes, it's not exactly a proud moment to post up my results, but nevertheless I will. All because I love my readers so much. Tsk, the things I do for you people. Aha :P
English A*
Maths A*
AddMaths A*
Physics B
Biology Paper 1 26/50 Do not laugh, damnit.
HAPPY 19TH, XIAOWEN DARLING.
ErJie, this is the first year I don't get to spend time with you on your birthday, apart from the first three years of your life, cause well, I wasn't even born yet. Heh. I can't believe you're all the way in Auckland. I didn't realize how much impact you have in my life until that moment I saw you cry in the airport & you made me cry like an ass, & I thought Oh mann, how am I gonna survive without you. But.. I did, despite some nights when I see the extra empty bed in our room & shed a tear or two. But you've grown so much, and I just sometimes wish that you were here. Anyway it's been tremendously & insanely funnnnn to be your younger sister.
And yeah, I love you. A lottttttttt.
Big tight hugs coming your wayyyy!
Geez. You & Allan look so cute together, I feel like smacking the crap out of you guys. Haha I miss both of you to the max :(
ErJie, this is the first year I don't get to spend time with you on your birthday, apart from the first three years of your life, cause well, I wasn't even born yet. Heh. I can't believe you're all the way in Auckland. I didn't realize how much impact you have in my life until that moment I saw you cry in the airport & you made me cry like an ass, & I thought Oh mann, how am I gonna survive without you. But.. I did, despite some nights when I see the extra empty bed in our room & shed a tear or two. But you've grown so much, and I just sometimes wish that you were here. Anyway it's been tremendously & insanely funnnnn to be your younger sister.
And yeah, I love you. A lottttttttt.
Big tight hugs coming your wayyyy!
Geez. You & Allan look so cute together, I feel like smacking the crap out of you guys. Haha I miss both of you to the max :(Labels: random
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10:39 PM
New skin! :)
New skin! This one seems -very much- happier than the last one, which was mainly black&white except for the additional font colour adjustments.
I spent like 3 hours choosing and editing the template, and I still am having trouble with this one. There still are many adjustments yet to be made to this page, but I'll probably do that tomorrow.
I'm beat. & I need my well deserved sleeeeeep.
Love.
P.S. I hate HTML.
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12:57 AM
KaiWen's Back :D
Sunday, October 21, 2007
HELLO PEOPLE! KAIWEN IS OFFICIALLY BACK ON CHAOTICOUTBURSTS.BLOGSPOT.COM! :D
Firstly, the last two post were by SiuKeung, and he's not exactly the best person to be blogging for me, but I do trust him with my password, so yeah.
Whoooosh. Okay, i seriously don't know where to start.
Let me tell you this: It was -no doubt- the best day of my life.
I can't even describe it, really. Okay, let's just start with
1 the humungous cameras & reflectors,
2 the amazing location (Sri KDU School),
3 the chaos and excitement of the whole day,
4 the outstanding hair, make up & wardrobe crew (and how they are so meticulous in everything they do, the way they spray like a whole can of hairspray on your hairdo, the way they come rushing after every take to wipe your sweat and touch up your make up & how they actually manage to be in control during times of chaos)
5 the fact that the music video is going to be aired on Disney Channel SouthEastAsia wide.
6 the other dancers: Ali, Billy, Hazmi, Thomas, Vitto. - Oh do not in any circumstance think that they're back up dancers, cos they totally outdanced us. They're amazing & can NEVER stop dancing, be it practicing, or breaking, or popping, etc. Great actors & entertainers as well. Haha!
7 of course, the media & production crew - let's face it. NOTHING can happen without them. Really. Experienced and totally calm people though it was raining when we were about to do the umbrella scene. And how they control the lightings, huge-ass cameras, the angles & everything.
8 people like Dennis & his brother, and those other guys - ohgosh, they were fantastic really. Spontaneous and I've never heard them complaining about anything. Oh yes, & how they run towards you with umbrellas and water bottles after takes/scenes with such intensity. They're wonderful wonderful people & i wish i needn't trouble them so much.
9 the fact that we were on the set/location from 7am - 12:30am (approximately 17 and a half hours) and didn't feel tired at the end of it.
10 the craziness of it all & how i will never be able to get over it.
I need to uploads pictures, but my spazzed up USB cable wouldn't allow me to =(
Okay anyway,
Favourite scene: Poolside & classroom. The poolside scene was amazing as there were a lot of acting and teasing involved. The dance off against the guy dancers and the waterfight was classic. And oh yeah, the classroom scene; it was only acting and taking us having fun with Peter, the director acting as the teacher. Haha. He's amazing as well. We threw paper airplanes around when Peter was having his back turned towards the whiteboard and the banging of books against the tables, pencils against the tables, and slapping of hands on the table according to the music. Very much like Stomp, except in the classroom.
Well, the classroom scene was the last one, and we finished that at 12am+, but it didn't feel tiring at all. Vitto and Hazmi were clowning around with their 'Did Betsy die?' and 'This is wrong, & this is right' trivia, if you can call it a trivia. Sending messages on the paper airplanes was absolute fun as well. Haha. =)
Oh well. I have so much more to blog about, really! But we'll save that for the next post, okay? Well, maybe.
See you.
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10:38 PM
Tiring Or Interesting?
Saturday, October 20, 2007
*removed by kaiwen :)*
Guys, don't need to be jealous because it's KL. This is my say, don't give up because you just don't know how it might turn out! Prepare yourself for the worst but hope and pray for the best! Hehe. (this refers to all who are interested in kai but you don't know whether if she feels the same way.)
kai should be waking up by now. It's 4.55am. Haha. She supposed to wake up at 5am and I know what's the first thing she's going to do (my guess). She's going to bathe! xD
Cheer up guys! -.-'
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4:53 AM
Joyride?
Friday, October 19, 2007
Okay, let's get this straight. This is NOT, I repeat NOT KaiWen! I hacked into her blogger account and I'm trying to mess things up! Who am I? I'm Spiderman! Haha! I'm here to 'blog' on behalf on her. Hehe hope I don't cause too much havoc here. xD For guys who are jealous/envy me, don't worry, I'm a girl. For girls, I'm a guy. -.-' (does it make sense?) nevermind.
Kai left for KL at 2pm+? (think so) and I'll let her update you on her on-the-bus thing. Lol. They reached there around 8.30pm or so. It was a tiring trip for her. One question kai, did you sleep on the bus? Haha. Not long after their "Grand Arrival" -imagine them on the red carpet- , they were given some briefing probably about their stay over there. Then they had their dinner. I'll leave the food part to her as well. xD Room service! She didn't like the room. You ask me why? I don't know! Hey, it's kai! You should know her facts. Lol. Okay, after checking in, unpacking and stuff, they were all set to.. take their shower? (Hey kai, what's that word! What did you write here? I can't understand even for a bit!) Nevermind. I'll write it as the way it is. Yeah, she bathed. Haha. But before that, she told me she wish that she could blog at that time. So I ask her to give me her username and password and I tell you, she was like NO WAY I'M GONA GIVE YOU MY PASSWORD! -.-' am I exaggerating it? Haha. What I didn't expect was, she text me after that asking me if I would blog for her. T_T -it's touching- She didn't even wait for me to answer a yes or no. She just send me her username and password. What was I suppose to say then? I already got her password, can't do anything except to blog for her I guess. Lol. (Don't worry kai, it's a privilege). Yeah, so here am I blogging on behalf of her.
Programs for tomorrow:
1. Behind the scene production.
2.Practice, practice and practice. It's gonna be a busy day. Not to mention a tiring one. Heh.
3. Media Interview. Kai being interviewed? How would she react...
Okay. I'm done for the day. Let's see what she has installed for us next! Sorry for the delay. This is the post for Thursday, 18 Oct.
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2:06 PM
What Time Is It? Dance Practice: Day 3.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Last day of practice today! My whole body was aching and the blisters at the bottom of my feet weren't exactly helping much either. Can't believe that we managed to finish the whole dance and also some additional moves in three days! The choreographers were totally awesome, considering our suggestions, changing some steps to make our transitions easier and neater. One of the choreographers, Nadiah is only 18. She's amazingggggg. And extremely pretty as well. Haha.
Anyway I'm barely finished with packing my luggage. There are like a million things to pack. And I'm really dead. I made a checklist. And yeah. I was just asking random people what else should I bring, incase I forgot anything. Sam was like "Contacts". I TOTALLY BLANKED THAT OUT. I can't believe it. I already have a feeling I'm gonna miss out something, and I'll probably realize it when I reach KL. Damnnn.
I don't have a Nightingale House (blue) shirt. I'm probably gonna buy it tomorrow.
Mmhmm.
I've got a lot more things to clear, and pack. I better get going. Mom's coming back from tennis anytime soon. Haha and I'm supposed to be "getting some rest to replenish my body for tomorrow". Or so Mom says. Okay, I'm out. Will update on Sunday! Ahhh. Excitedness. :]
Love.
I feel shitty. I ruined everything. I feel like apologizing, but I can't. What's wrong with me? Is it some sort of pride issue or something? Or is it due to my freakin stupendous mass of ego. Yknow what's worse than being upset with someone else? Being disappointed at yourself.
--I know you're sorry. I'm sorry as well. You apologized, I didn't. All I did was being a -censored-. It's just, I think it affected me a lot more compared to you. I'm really bothered by it, and it's constantly at the back of my mind. And even when I'm listening to that song, tears start rolling down. So yeahh. I'm sorry I made everything awkward. That's it.
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11:16 PM
What Time Is It? Dance Practice: Day 2.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I couldn't wake up today, my whole body was aching! I'm sure it was mainly caused by the sudden intensive stamina and dance training. Reached school at 9am, just one hour before the choreographers arrived. Had our breakfast and ran through the steps with each other.
Exhausting practice today. We almost finished the dance, and spent most of our time today learning new steps and sharpening our moves. And also we received the schedule and timing for our trip to KL this Thursday. Oh my. Let me run you through some part of it.
19 Oct 2007, Friday
6:30am Wake up call
7:30am Breakfast
8:00am Wardrobe fitting
11:00am Short break
11:15am Dance rehearsal
1:00pm Lunch
2:00pm Dance rehearsal (cont'd)
5:00pm Media interview (Star & NST)
6:00pm Break
7:00pm Dinner
9:00pm Rest
20 Oct 2007, Saturday
5:30am Wake up call
6:30am Bus leaves hotel to -an unidentified place ;)-
7:00am Breakfast
7:30am Make up and wardrobe
8:30am Camera roll
10:30am Short break
11:00am Camera roll
1:00pm Lunch
1:45pm Make up and wardrobe
2:30pm Camera roll
4:00pm Short break
4:30pm Camera roll
6:00pm Short break
6:30pm Camera roll
8:00pm Wrap
9:00pm Dinner
10:30pm Rest
It's just a heck of a day. Probably gonna suffer from fatigue or some sort.
Oh well. Just got back from grocery shopping. Aha.
Gotta go pack luggage for KL trippieeeee.
Updates soon :]
Love.
Dance Practice tomorrow: 9am-4pm
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10:45 PM
What Time Is It? Dance Practice: Day 1.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Gosh. Today was a long day, really. Controversies at 3am, & couldn't sleep till 4:40am, woke up at 7:50am to get ready for dance practice, left house at 8:30am, argued with the school guard for not allowing me to go in, won the argument, got into school gym at 9:20am, & started practice at 10am+.
Oh my, the dance was a bomb. Great choreography, & the choreographers were so enthusiastic and excited, which indirectly made us really passionate about it too. We danced and learnt nonstop, it was so energetic throughout the 7 hour practice; except for lunch and tea breaks.
They called it a wrap at 4pm, and went home and washed up and took a nap for 45 minutes. Then got ready for the Berjaya Hotel performance. Ooh, we got to have a Malay cuisine buffet as well! It was great, I got to eat this really awesome Malay thing, serunding. Oh my goodness, it was heavenly. Haha I tasted it for the first time! It's basically chicken floss, except that it's beef. :D Haha.
We performed at 9:20pm, & that was that. Got duit raya too. Haha.
I am pooped. Hectic schedule.
Dance tomorrow at 9am-4pm.
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10:48 PM
Weekend =]
Sunday, October 14, 2007
It was a rather interesting weekend. Sam & Jack are back for their Raya break and it was like the old days before they left. Despite the teases and attempts to matchmake & make us feel even more awkward than EVER, seeing them after such a long time was great. It was nice seeing Sam after so long. Haha it's a wonder that while he's in kl, he knows so much about me & the happenings.
Besides,
it's amazing how he actually listens to my ramblings and absolute rubbish talks.
& how he actually sounds like he cares.
& how he remembers my stuff when i don't. haha
& how he makes me feel happy and retarded when i'm in such a pissed mood.
& how i always look for his name in my msn contact list.
& how i can tell him ANYTHING and it feels like he's not gonna judge me.
& how stupid he makes me feel sometimes. LOL
& how annoying he is when he's teasing me. Rawrr.
& how i can never get mad at him :|
Mmhmm. So yeah. This post is dedicated to you, you ass. Haha you're an amazing brother =]
Oh well. Pr Paul Ang was ministering in our church for the last couple of days & it was a great message. About moving on, and how people still live in the past, when we should actually be living for the present and also the future. I'm sure all the people, especially the youths; their hearts were ministered and touched by God in these two days =)
The dance practice officially starts tomorrow & my muscles are aching the crap out of my anatomy. I can't stretch into a full split, and I feel like crap. Seriously, on Friday during stamina training, i can't feel the energy and passion from within me. It just made me feel shitty. I need to watch YouTube dance clips. I'd like to think of them as motivation, except that I can only wish I dance like them. I want a dance studio in which I can just play any music, close my eyes and dance the life out of me. Oh yes, I would.
Dance practice: 9am - 5pm.
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8:29 PM
Post Exam To-Do List
Friday, October 12, 2007
Just got back from dinner. Saw Joel! I see him EVERYWHERE, I'm starting to suspect he's stalking me. Haha seriously! :P
Anyway, suddenly everyone's having Facebook. I've got like 6 invitations today!
So it's true: Facebook is the new Friendster.
Mmhmm. It's a lot more fun too.
So, exams are over. & right now, i just wanna have tons of fun.
PostExam To-Do List.
I Hang out with friends. - Hang out as in really catching up. Not merely going out shopping together. Going to the beach, have actual conversations, have a good laugh, etc.
II Movie Marathon/Sleepover :] -Mei, Sarah and I already have the list of movies! Haha it's a long list :|
III Spend a lot of time with Mei before she leaves for Aus - Sleepover, make a scrapbook with her, bring her to SNL, bake cookies & die eating them (haha), etc.
IV Do a lot of swimming & tennis - two of my absolute favourite sports in the entire world. And I haven't been able to do either one of them for such a long time.
V Make Christmas presents - Well, I have a premonition that I'll be buying most of them, but yeah. I hope people would like home made stuff, cos I do! I love home made stuff. Knowing that you were thought of =)
VI Hiking trip - Planned one with KhangYang & Jared already, but I reckon it'll only happen after their SPM. Bahhh :P hiking trips with friends are extremely fun, really =)
VII Road trip with friends - To KL, or someplace. Road trips are the bomb. Perfect start to summer =)
VIII Driving lessons! - Technically I can't even take my driving lessons yet until 2009! Pshh. But I still wanna learn though. Haha. Drove TerMin's car before! Uhm, not exactly drove, but yeah. I've never stepped on the accelerator! Only brake x) LOL. Saddening.
IX Guitar lessons - Any takers? Haha. I'm hopeless at guitar. Oh yeah, & gotta continue my piano too. Stopped since last year. It would be absolutely better to finish up Grade 8.
X Mission trip - There's one in November. I really really wanna go. Have heard great testimonies, and it's cool to spread the gospel and just bless & serve the not-so-fortunate people, especially kids who don't have as much as we do. Even the smallest things in life, like having an extra pencil or throwing away your lunch cos you're too full already. Mmhmm.
XI Of course, go shopping. Haha. Need to restock my closet.
Okay that's about it for now. I'm sure there are other plans as we move along. Haha =)
Btw, I cleared my room today. Not exactly clear, just semi-clear. Haha! But it's really great. Took down old pictures from my noticeboard and put up new ones. Colour coordinated my closet. Arranged all my earrings in formal & nonformal. Threw out so much rubbish which I thought were assets. -rolls eyes- Haha =) Made so many DIY stuff and everything's in order now. At least I know where to find my tiny tiny black rubberbands when I'm looking for it.
Right now, I'm just hoping I can maintain it!
Heh!
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9:26 PM
VACATION! :D :D :D
Thursday, October 11, 2007
WHEEEE. I swear it was such a scene from HighSchoolMusical in the classroom when we finished our Physics paper earlier today. Aha. Screams and hugs from everyone.
It's great that I can finally get more than 4 hours of sleep every night starting tonight! Uhh well, maybe. It IS the first night after exams, after all :P
Oh yeah, I've got a PostExams-To-Do-List already. I'll post it up soon, and we'll see whether can I do all of those by the end of the school holidays. Haha =) Anyways, all my Malay friends are gonna balik kampungggg this Raya Holidays! How exciting eh! Penang is my hometown, so i'm not going anywhere. Hehh.
Well, my plan for the holidays is just to catch up with friends and stuff. Putting off performances for the time being, though I have another performance on Monday night, which will hopefully be the last one. The video production next week will be the last performance, I hope. I'm wearing out and my stamina's dropping. Must be the old age :P Haha.
Had stamina building and dance practice today. I can already feel the body ache coming, seriously. I'm probably gonna lie in bed all day tomorrow. Haha was planning to go shopping with the Explode dance team tomorrow. Gotta stock up on new clothes and stuff for the video. Although they're supplying the wardrobe and everything, I think we'll just end up wearing our own stuff. Haha i hope =|
Alright, gotta go.
Later :]
P.S. I feel really happy these few days. Thnks to people who sent me kind thoughts and emails at unexpected moments. ILoveYouGuysToTheAbsoluteMax! =]
-bigtighthug-
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3:54 PM
Exams -yanks hair out-
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Just got back from school and I'm extremely exhausted. Firstly, I had Accounts, Chemistry and Modern Maths papers today. Y'know, I constantly wonder at my amazing feat at getting distracted. Seriously. I wasted like 15 minutes during the Chemistry paper looking at my nails and tapping my foot on the ground, and of course; daydreaming. -cough- ;) Aha.
So anyways, during my Mod Maths paper, I felt extremely idiotic. There was the coordinates&gradient question. And so I labeled the unknown as X. This unknown happens to be an x-intercept. So technically the coordinate is (X,0). It was so freakin distracting. Well to me, that is. Geez. I ended up writing XOXOXOXOXO all over my freakin page. I seriously have A.D.D. issues. :|
Oh, oh. Anyways the fun part today: We finally met the KL people. We met the director, Peter, who's a pretty cool dude. And our choreographer, BooJay. Or at least it sounded something like that. Haha he's this hiphop dude who likes clownin around :) & this interesting dude, Gatsby + his P.A., which I momentarily forgot his name. Heh.
So yeah, we had a briefing about our video production and everything. Found out that the dance training was only for 3 days, so that's pretty sucky. So little time. Aha. And we're gonna be down in KL for 4 days next weekend. We're gonna have rehearsals again there, and also one whole day for the shoot. Mmhmm. All in all, it's gonna a heck of a tiring trip.
Anyways! Biology, EST and History tomorrow! Greaaaaat.
*poof*
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5:59 PM
Stronger?
Thursday, October 04, 2007
I'm sick of your stupid games.
How you're teasin and acting like nothing's happened.
How you pretend to care.
Your sweet talks.
I can't stand this anymore.
Tears on the pillow, on my chemistry revision book.
Memories.
Hurting me without even knowing it.
The smile plastered on my face.
& y'know what? Thanks for making my decision for me.
It's over.
I'm better off without you.
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Now it's official
You're out of my life
Too many tears I've cried
I'm leaving the moments
Behind on the shelf
Believing in you
Was hard for myself
All your apologizes
Outside the door
I can't waste my time on you anymore
I've fallen much deeper than this before
There's no tears on my pillow
No room for crying
No tears on my pillow
I left them behind
And I found me a better place
Somewhere inside
And I know I won't cry these tears any more
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Now it's official
You're out of my life
Too many tears I've cried
I'm leaving the moments
Behind on the shelf
Believing in you
Was hard for myself
All your apologizes
Outside the door
I can't waste my time on you anymore
I've fallen much deeper than this before
There's no tears on my pillow
No room for crying
No tears on my pillow
I left them behind
And I found me a better place
Somewhere inside
And I know I won't cry these tears any more
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Stronger.
Sorry guys. Just feeling pissed. Not with anyone in particular. Just pissed at myself, and my thoughts.
Thoughts can take over you & your emotions.
Confession: I'm scared of my thoughts =|
Sorry guys. Just feeling pissed. Not with anyone in particular. Just pissed at myself, and my thoughts.
Thoughts can take over you & your emotions.
Confession: I'm scared of my thoughts =|
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10:02 PM
OH YAY :]
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
First thing's first. Thanks for everyone who voted. Big thanks to WeiYun who posted the advertistment/flyer in her blog. :]
This is so exciting.
I got to know the news on Sunday, actually. But my brain couldn't exactly register it until Monday when LayWah screamed as I walked into class. Hmm, the power of audio sounds.Anyway,
i'm really psyched. I mean, it's even better than winning the Best Merit Award during Cheer 2007 Nationals in KL! I feel like a Malaysian representative. Well, technically everyone is, but the point is that this win; wow. It's big.
Check out the prizessssss, people!
-RM3000 to expand the school's dance activities.
-An original dance video production of 'What Time Is It?' on Disney Channel.
So all in all, it's pretty cool. The KL people from Disney are coming up to Penang next week to give us some intensive five-day training, in which we're all expected to perfect the dance for the video shoot. Oh, we get our own choreographers too ;) A refreshing change since we choreographed all our own dances before this.
I'm still so new in all these production stuff, so I'm really really excited. I mean, dude. I'm no celebrity. It's not everyday I see huge-ass cameras and extended microphones. Haha. Call me a hillbilly or whatever you want. It still IS very thrilling.
Moving on, exams have already started. I had Additional Maths, EST and History today. No comments. Haha =X EST was crazy. Used words I never knew I could use, and suddenly rambled about politics. Haha. Oh well.
Oh oh oh. My latest addiction: FACEBOOKKKKKK :O :O :O iloveit.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY, POPPYKINS!
My dad's olddddd! :O Haha ilovehimtothemaxxxx.
He's just so so so so so awesome! Like omg!
Big bear hug* :)
My dad's olddddd! :O Haha ilovehimtothemaxxxx.
He's just so so so so so awesome! Like omg!
Big bear hug* :)
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8:59 PM
